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Friday, October 2, 20099:29 PM

Am I Taking The Right Step In The Right Direction ?

Hi all !! It's been a really exhausting week for me ... I'm practically dying ... I'm sooo exhausted and stressed out ..... BUT I'm still not on the verge of breaking and snapping .. I'm still my usual crazy self =D

I don't really know whats going on now .. everything's happening pretty fast .. at least I'm still able to catch up with everything that's happening around me ...

Am I going to regret this decision that I'm going to make ? I'm just so confused and in dilemma ... yes .. this is the first time I'm in dilemma, I'm not going to tell anyone except to the people closest to me ... I'm not going to name names, you guys know very well who you are ...

Should I even be talking to
***? I don't know ... I keep having flashing images of *** in my mind ... Should I even have considered knowing ** ?? I'm so afraid of disappointments and making regrets come true ... I'm really really really lost ( for the first time ) .... I think I shall liquor myself to sleep every night.

Maybe liquor will only make things worse ? I don't know .. it might help .. at least for now ~



Until Then,
* There Are So Many Tomorrows & Yesterdays, But I Just Want To Live Today With You, & I Want To Spend My Entire Lifetime Getting To Know You *
Nick~


9.02 pm, 2nd October 2009


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